Do you think of me too?

I think of you
over and over
and wonder if you think of me.
Can we stay like this forever?

I smile.
My heart swells and fills
with so much emotion,
Why must I insist to still?

Kill all feelings,
push away your love,
What am i doing?
Can I not love?

It cannot be,
don't I feel my heart soar?
Higher and higher,
just wanting more.

But I push away, away,
close it all in a box,
padlock it tight,
ignore all the knocks.

The key is falling
down a bottomless pit
since when i first threw it,
When with love i was first hit.